The life of a struggling teen.

Friday, 12 October 2007

F Off!

Well people officially have hit an all time low! I logged on today to one nice message, and 3 rather nasty ones! I'll give you a hint all you pathetic people out there who have nothing better to do than come on to my blog and give me abuse! If you don't like what I have to say then don't f**king read it! I didn't ask you to come on here and read my blog you chose to! This is my way of coping with problems that I have and my way of maybe giving other people a reason to think that their lives might not be as bad as they think!

I apologise that I have had to post this up, and I would like to say thank you to anyone that reads this and is kind enough to not use it as another way to cause my life to be even more miserable!

Elle x

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

Sorry again!

God I can't believe it has been nearly a month since I blogged on here. I do apologise, but lots has been happening her, which hasn't left me with much time for anything other than sleeping (which I might add I haven't been getting much of either!).

However now I am back at college the crap is still happening so as of today I am going to try and blog at least once a week if not more :)

As mentioned above I am now back at college, and it is just as dreadful as last year, times about 14. I have nearly twice as many lessons this year as I had last and my class (which only has girls in!) haven't matured one little bit over the 10 weeks that we had off. They are all still as bitchy as ever and the backstabbing started from the first day back! Oh joy, how I enjoy being bitched about and then getting accused of being the one doing the bitching! FYI, I don't bitch, if I don't like someone then I bloody tell them to their faces, because to be honest I don't really give a damn about what people think about me. I am what I am, and if you don't like it, then that's your problem not mine!

I have been quite ill for a few weeks too which hasn't made things any easier, as I have been having to travel the hour journey to college on a bus, spend 7 hours in a class of bitchy hormonal teenage girls and then travel the hour home again! All of this of course made me feel loads better! NOT! I'll be glad when 3 weeks comes around when I have a week off!

On the plus side however I have been chatting to this guy I met online. Saying that though, I haven't heard from him for a few days and I have still yet to meet him, due to our conflicting schedules!

Oh well, I shall post again soon. Hope someone is still reading this.

Elle XxX